21

Finally!!!! I have the mood to re-live my blog.
And yes, I am now 21 years old (soon 22, but don't argue with me pls)

Life has been quite good recently. Too good, actually.

Reminiscing few months back, I was quite stressed up with:
the fact that I had to further study in four more years,
the fact that I had been 21 years old yet not financial-independent,
the fact that I was still a burden to my two parent,
the fact that most of my peers have graduated,
the uncertainty of future would hold for devin and I,
the fact that I questioned sincerity of some friends,
and the list goes on.

What I shall conclude was, I was unsure of the decision itself or even myself. And as a person with flaws, I got trapped in loop of self-pitying, self-regret.

Did I look like that to you, people? Because indeed, I did.

April was like a magic month. Seems like the happy-ever-after ending of fairytale stories, some problems sorted out themselves.
And the hardwork finally beared the fruit.

I managed to get distinction for my FYP
I managed to get some awards for my poly study

and the peak was...

I managed to get nutrition degree offer, the programme that NTU and NUS even don't offer and hence disappoints me,
to be completed within two years instead of four years,
with a scholarship that finally would solve most of my problems

!!!!

My 21 soon will end but I hope this would mark the beginning of new me.

The current free time would be the best for me to pick up many things that I have abandoned for years. I had believed many and one of them is, things that you fear, escape, or abandon will always haunt you back until you overcome them.

First, gym for me to regain the health losses over these years; to rebuild my body that is now so prone to cough, which I don't understand why.

Second, to master back the proper English (not Singlish) for my uni course that would mostly be delivered by British lecturers.

Third, to reopen my heart to people.

I have therefore assigned myself several tasks:

1. One blog daily (at least during this holiday time) containing:
One new English idiom daily.
Five new vocabs daily.

2. Listen to new song daily as dictation.

3. Gym, self-explanatory.


Thanks for your patience in reading this.

P.S. I have chosen this new background because it reminds me of my favorite Flower by Kenzo perfume.

I would blog again soon!